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Apathy Patrol

by Suave Punk

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Dust Bunny 03:06
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Petals 04:01
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Apathy Patrol 03:41
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about

Self confidence is a dubious thing. As far as I can remember, humiliation was and still is one of my greatest fears. I define humiliation not only as feelings of embarrassment but as the visceral, ugly, and destructive force that plunges one into the darkest of feedback loops. Everyone, I believe, to some extent are aware of the repercussions of humiliation as it means that you have been subject to utter rejection from society and alienation from those you see as your own. As hard as I try to find hope in my future and acceptance from my world, I find myself constantly second guessing myself in everything I do and create: many times unwarranted. I am not the heir of elites. I am not a member of academia. I am not a natural careerist. Who am I to speak at all? I am a nobody, how dare I?

The most dangerous aspect of this kind of thinking are not the thoughts themselves, but the subsequent loss of feeling altogether: apathy in its purest sense. Quite honestly these thoughts are swirling in my head every day, some days more violently than others. I fear this greatly as the only things which offer any metric for introspection are those same emotional faculties which both inflict pain or bring joy. Without any of these, your humanity is in question.

Apathy Patrol is my attempt at reminding myself of this. I know the road to accepting myself is far and expansive and sometimes I wonder if there is even a destination at all. Though it's in my own nature to double-think and second guess my own value, I can’t allow myself to fall into the dulling lull of apathy. In the very end it's a practice not just an ideal and I’m willing to accept that at least.

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released October 7, 2022

Written, recorded & performed by Justin Kim.

Mixed by Henry Stoehr

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